The fast is over.
We're back in NOLA, in the land of food and a glutton of amazing restaurants. I don't know why, but we just didn't eat out much in Charlotte and we've done just that every single day in the one week we've been back in New Orleans. Yes, there are a gazillion great restaurants here, but it's not like Charlotte was a complete wasteland. It just didn't seem quite as meaningful there.
It's weird to be back. I've titled this new blog full circle, cause that's how it feels. New Orleans is where I met my husband and where my life completely changed. (no need to cue any sort of Air Supply song; it's cliche all right, but 100% true.) I am mostly happy to be here, but somewhat apprehensive too. Starting over is tough anywhere, but somehow it feels like it might be harder here than in Charlotte. I was lucky in the Queen City, and very successful as a writer. I had a fresh start and could be anything I wanted. I don't quite have that luxury here. I'm somewhat remembered, but not as a writer. That just might confuse folks.
The kids are adjusting, but it's harder for them too. They had friends in Toronto, but not BFFs. Plus, they see them at least once a year since we travel to TO frequently. I'm not sure how often we'll get back to Charlotte and that's makes the sting of leaving that much more painful. Poor Cyre is sad, sad, sad about leaving her friends, her school and her Meredith. Truth is, I miss Meredith and the McVadons too. I can only imagine how she feels. Remember 12? Your friends were your whole world (I'm not far from that at 42!) and giving them up is like having an organ ripped out. Okay, a little dramatic; but, I swear all the moping is affecting me.
Keller is happy to be here, but missing his buds too. He is enjoying all the weirdness, the food, the music and le bon temps roulez here. However, I think he is mostly confused and a little bored. He doesn't have the freedom to wander the neighborhood, killing the Dutch. He can't run over to the neighbors houses at 7 am on a Sunday and bombard them with WWI weaponry facts. (don't you want to live next door?) Once the kids start school and he has a routine and regular people to talk to, I'm sure he'll settle down.
The best part though, is how happy my husband is. He's smiling all the time and no longer looks ashen. His walk has a bounce once more. He's grateful, thankful and humble too. It's a lovely combo, though I'm sure it will eventually get old. Playing music every day knowing he can take care of his family has turned his world around. It's the way it's supposed to be. I'm looking forward to that kind of experience myself.
So, off we go to eat more food. More later.
Meg
Awesome to hear you settlin' into the circle, perhaps not the middle yet, but you'll get there! And NOLA doesn't know what a great writer they have inherited by way of Toronto! JUST WAIT! Big hugs to all and tell Kev to never lose that swagger in his step :) Cheers, Klara
ReplyDeleteWe miss you guys, but it sounds like things are coming together for you. We were all reminiscing about you guys a little while ago. I am glad you are taking the time to have some fun and take in some great dining experiences before you settle back into the real life (ugh, school and work). Blaine really misses Keller (and the 7:00 a.m. visits). Cyre will perk up - it's quite a transition for a young lady of 12, and she had such a special friendship with Meredith. Sounds like Kevin is happy as a pea in a pod. Miss you friend. Sonya
ReplyDeleteThings aren't the same without you. I miss my friend, co-worker, and one of the kindest most compassionate people I've known. I have every confidence that you'll find absolutely the perfect thing for your skill set in NOLA and they'll be lucky to have you. Miss you! A-M
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